Saturday, September 19, 2009

Family Follow-up

I know that it's been a few months... but in May we had the funeral for both of my grandparents Oma and Opa, because we never had a funeral for Opa. ... more about the story later... Below is the text that my 12 year old cousin sent my uncle to read at the funeral since he couldn't be there. I ended up being the one to read it at the funeral. I made it about 1/2 way through before I started crying.
_________________________

I had never experienced death before. Before Oma passed I could never clearly grasp the idea of death and how it would feel if a family member died no matter how hard I tried, i always wished that i would never have to experience that feeling but everyone has to sooner or later even though you would never want to see anyone you love die. I had thought that it is something that you would get over quickly but that thought quickly changed once I had someone who I loved very much pass away. I started to come to a conclusion about death after a dream I had. The dream started with my mom, dad, sister and i arriving at Oma and aunt anns house to celebrate Christmas. Aunt Ann was waiting for us at the door but something was missing from the picture. It was oma. I roamed around the house looking for where she was. I could not physically find her. But I did find her spirit sitting in her big white chair next to the big window in the living room. I could see her at the head of the table at Christmas dinner and in the kitchen eating my favorite coffe cake. I realized that when someone dies you have to remember the memories that you have had with them and the love you shared with eachother.

I will never forget you oma.

Ethan Rose

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Review from Soundsect!

http://soundsect.com/reviews/2008/ryan-xristopher-dregs-ep/
Ryan Xristopher - Dregs EP
Posted by Richie Corelli on 6/14/08 • Categorized as Reviews


Confined Media, 2008
Ryan Xristopher launches his Dregs EP with lovely layers of intersecting rhythms. The time changes are clear, but delicate, as groups of beats shift together in different directions. The first few movements of this first track, entitled “Shredded Head”, introduce this as an EP with a lot of potential. Unfortunately, it is a potential that is never met. As various keys and guitars slide overtop this song’s rhythm, it is clear the melodies are as weak as the beats are strong. Somewhat generic and tired, notes chase one another in manner that is predictable, but not catchy.

Track two, ”Smoking on Newspaper”, suffers a similar casualty, but its injuries are much less severe. Once again, the beats far outwork the melodies. This time, however, bending notes and sonic manipulations play into the work, adding another level of detail. The note-bending, which is loose and organic, compliments the more mechanical approach to the beats.

After the third song, a fun, sample-heavy groove, the Dregs EP hits its most impressive peak. This fourth and final track, entitled “Lost A Day”, uses melodies in a more beat-like fashion. Quick notes hit in brief successive patterns and move in a way that better complements the rhythms. Underlined by synth washes and mushy bass, the tempo shift toward the end of the song increases the severity of the track as it propels it forward. The change is not abrupt or jarring, but it is intentionally obvious. And it keeps things from getting dull. The track is seven minutes of excellence.

There are some moments on this EP that are mundane and typical of the genre. There are other moments that are fresh and exciting. It averages out to be an okay listen, but it also promises of something much stronger from this artist in the future.

Tagged as: Downtempo, IDM


To All... we would like more reviews! if you feel up to it please listen to our music at www.confinedmedia.com and send me a review in an email courtney@confinedmedia.com.
Thanks

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Don't let the DJ Drive by Ryan Hicks

http://www.confinedmedia.com/the_riddle/driving_the_dj.html

By Ryan Hicks

Have you ever wondered why the music at a club doesn’t sound quite right?
Have you ever wondered how much of that has to do with the DJ, and how much has to do with the sound guy and the speakers?
Have you ever wondered if there is anything you can do about it?

Ah ha! Read on.

My basic pretense is this: The easiest way to kill a show is the have the DJ in control of the master volume of a room.

Let's think about this for a minute.

From the Top:

On a mixer, there are several different volume controls the DJ has to work with.

Channel Gain
Channel Fader
Booth Monitor Volume
Main (Master) Out Volume
Headphone Volume

Channel Gain:

The channel gain lets the DJ match the track volumes to each other (different production values and mastering techniques make the actual and perceived volumes different for different tracks). The *ideal way to set the channel gain is to have your EQ's set to where they are going to be when your track is all the way in and at its loudest point, and slowly turn the gain knob until your peak level is just touching '0'. Depending on your mixer, that usually means that one light of a different color (orange, blue, etc) will be blinking over the '0' mark.

That, right there, is the ideal way to set the channel gain - and I have seen very few people do it that way. To tell you the truth, I don't even know how most DJ's decide to set it. Every time I see red lights flashing, the gain knobs set all the way up, or signals going through the mixer that are so hot that the reference lights don't even move up and down, I cringe. You're ruining the music! I’m thinking about making a device so that when the DJ turns a level up to where it starts distorting the track, he’ll get a mild but extremely uncomfortable electric shock and a voice in the headphones will start saying “No no no, turn it down. Bad DJ”.

I'll get back to that later. Anyway.

Channel Fader:

After the channel gain is set, the channel fader is the slider on the mixer that allows the DJ to control how much of the available signal to put into the mix. I set my levels so that I'll have the slider all the way up when the track is at its peak. Some people like to have it down a little way so that they have some wiggle room to go up and down as the track is playing.

Booth Monitor Volume:

So the booth monitors are the speakers that are pointed at the DJ's head. Sometimes the monitor a single JBL Eon, sometimes it's a stereo pair of powered Mackies, sometimes there are the upward pointing speakers on the floor, sometimes it's a mishmush of whatever. The point of monitors is for the DJ to be able to hear a replication of what’s on the dance floor, without the delay of sound bouncing around the room.

The volume of the booth monitors are controlled by a knob on the mixer. The DJ can adjust the volume of the booth monitors so that he can do his beatmatching, listen to his headphones, or turn the volume off completely so he can listen to the main outs and get an idea of the room acoustics.

Main (Master) Out Volume:

The main out volume from the mixer goes either directly to the main speakers, or to an amp rack that controls the main speakers. If it were up to me, the main out knob (or slider) would be set in concrete so the DJ could never touch it.

Headphone Volume:

The headphone volume is a knob on the mixer that controls how loud the DJ’s headphones are. There are also different combinations of buttons, sliders, and knobs that let the DJ hear different ratios of previewing tracks to main out volumes to channel volumes – just different ways to make sure your beats and volumes are matched. At home when I’m practicing, I try to have my headphones on the lowest volume possible, so I can *barely hear. This forces me to really listen. But let me tell you, when you’re out playing, when the room is loud, when the monitors are *louder so that you can hear them over the room, you can’t hear *anything, so you have to crank the headphone volume up; and then, when you take the headphones off, because your ears have adjusted to close-range high-volume sound, you have trouble hearing your monitors and the room.

At that point, most DJ’s that I see will turn the channel gain or the master out up in order to hear the music again. This is one of the primary reasons why volume creeps up unnecessarily! The DJ’s sound experience is entirely different than the audience’s. So why should he be in control of what the audience hears?

The Point!

The DJ should be playing so that the music sounds the best (ie, by setting the channel gain properly), and the main out should be immobilized. That means that the ONLY person in charge of determining how loud the room is for the audience is the sound guy. He should have control over the amp settings and be able to determine, for the size of the room, the number of people on the floor, and the time of the night, how loud the overall volume should be.

The DJ should have control over the booth monitors so that he can hear what he needs to when he needs to, and the sound guy should have control over the volume of the room.

There is no way for a DJ to know how loud it is on the floor, so stop letting the DJ turn the main out up! People should *never have to wear earplugs; they should never have ringing ears the morning after a show, never have to run screaming from a room because the DJ wanted it louder. This is the easiest and worse way to ruin a night, is by making - it - too - loud.

And for Pete's sake, DJ's and sound guys – stop using the monitors as room fill!

Your audience should be getting about the same sound no matter what volume your monitors are at. Your monitors are for you to monitor with. The only time you should every use your monitors as room fill is if they are the only speakers you have.

Yes, if we all had a million dollars to spend on speakers and equipment and amp racks and sound guys, all of this would be easy, but we do have to make do with what’s available. However, I don’t understand how it is that major clubs that make money haven’t figured these basic things out, and why people don’t complain more to the owners about volume issues. People pay money to see world class talent, but then resources and knowledge aren’t being used properly to make the experience as good as it could be; and then people come back for more! It’s time to say something. Club-goers – you are selling yourselves short.

And, to really get things fixed, it has to be a multi-faceted change. DJ’s and sound guys and club owners have to start talking about appropriate levels for equipment.

Examples of doing it right:

Lee Burridge, before one of the Get Weirder parties in San Fran, went in before the show started and worked with the sound guy for quite a while; they were checking levels, telling each other how loud they expected to be at different times in the night. Awesome.

At the Jesse Rose show at Neumos, right when Jesse came on, one of the speakers started clipping, and one of the sound people ran up on stage, turned the mixer down, and told Jesse what was going on. Thumbs up everywhere. Perfect.

At the Sunday School for Degenerates show, the sound guy sat and watched the mixer on the indoor stage like a *hawk. Every time I heard any distortion, he would go up to whoever was DJing, didn’t matter who it was, and turned their channel gains down. Fantastic.

Examples of doing it wrong:

DJ Dan playing at Monday Night Social not too long ago, everything turned all the way up, red lines everywhere; Josh was running sound, went to turn the levels on the mixer down, Dan got up in his face yelling “Dude, you’re killin’ my energy!”.

Trust the sound guy there, buddy, people had been telling him to turn it down, and you were distorting the system, and the speakers that you were cooking were worth far more than they were paying you that night.

At one of the USC shows, I can’t remember which, they had a drum & bass side room, and it was so loud that even the hardcore jungle kids where jumping around with their hands covering their ears, and I’m talking half the audience; it looked like they were trying to keep their brains from leaking out. DJ’s – if you see something like that, turn it down, yo. For real.

Conclusion:

So everybody, pay attention.

DJ’s - learn how to set your levels right, and if you see somebody doing it wrong, tell them. It’s embarrassing that so many people that have been doing it forever still aren’t doing it right, just because nobody’s willing to tell them.

Sound guys – don’t set up and then leave. That sucks. Over the course of the night, the volume and EQ should change to fit the music and the mood. And that means that you have to be there to adjust things. Don’t trust the DJ to know how to do that on his own – he can’t hear! And don’t use bad cables and other equipment – do regularly scheduled basic maintenance. We can hear the difference. Also, look to see if people have ear plugs or napkin pieces in their ears. Clarity, punch, and balance are good; pure volume does not replace good sound.

Party-goers – if it’s too loud, tell somebody! The owner, the manager, the sound guy, somebody. Call your mom, I don’t care. Speak out.

It’s not going to get any better if nobody says anything.





Tuesday, April 28, 2009

DJ Confidence/Hazel LaLanne/Courtney Rickett
Musically Promiscuous = Open to all genre’s!



Courtney was born in Juneau, Alaska, and moved to Seattle when she was two years old. Music has surrounded her and filled her life since birth, and she has had a wide variety of musical training and experience. As a child, she was in the choir and band, and even after school she would make up dance routines to the most popular songs on the radio. This gave her a balance between classical training and “pop” music trends that you can still feel in the music she supports to this day.
This collage of musical listening and making continued through marching band, raves, hip hop concerts, folk life festivals, chamber ensemble (playing violin parts on a flutes), listening to every station on the radio, church choir and everything in between. Over time, Courtney worked on her ability to hear what the average listener liked and disliked, and as Hazel LaLanne (her eye color and a tribute to her grandmother), she makes impactful changes to the production efforts of the Confined Media House, stripping down the music and making it more accessible.


Links
http://www.confinedmedia.com/ – Record Label Site
http://www.confinedmedia.com/podcast.xml -Podcast
http://hazelconfidence.blogspot.com/ - Blog
http://www.djconfidence.com/ - Homepage


DJ Confidence Mixes
http://www.djconfidence.com/sets/esn_live_april_22.mp3
http://www.djconfidence.com/sets/esn_live_nov_20.mp3
http://www.confinedmedia.com/confidence_sets/dj_confidence_at_mighty.mp3
http://www.djconfidence.com/sets/dj_confidence_on_c89.mp3



See more photos here:
http://picasaweb.google.com/crickett45/ModelPhotos

http://picasaweb.google.com/crickett45/CourtneyRickett

Friday, April 24, 2009

Services - Los Angeles/Seattle/Portland


Confined Media Event Consulting - making what you need, 
                                                                              fit inside the box




We can do as little as rent you a set of turntables and a mixer, or as complicated and coordinate the entire event, to providing DJ's and other acts for the the entertainment


Planning and throwing events can add additional stress for groups, especially ones that are already overloaded with work. Let Confined Media take some or all of the pressure off. Offering competitive pricing options and completely adjustable consulting and event planning packages. Let Confined Media Handle it!


Example: Everyone knows someone with equipment, and could rent/borrow some of the shadiest looking turntables and CDJ's for headlining artists. This not only a risk to the success of the event, and also the headliner will be less than happy using non standard equipment, could effect his or her performance, and could be more likely to break and have you SOL scrambling at the last minute. Don't add modes of event failure, reduce them with Confined Media event consulting...... We can do as little as rent you a set of turntables and a mixer, or as complicated and coordinate the entire event, to providing DJ's and other acts for the the entertainment.


Pro DJ gear for rent in Los Angeles. -- DJ also available for rent -- !  
1 - Pioneer DJM-800 
2 - Pioneer CDJ-1000 Mk2 
2 - Technics SL-1210 MG5 
1 - Mackie SRM 350v2 w/ stand 
1 - DJ I can also deliver/pick up equipment (additional charge) 
Please e-mail for pricing and scheduling: courtney@confinedmedia.com



Thursday, April 23, 2009

CD Baby DIY Musician Podcast








In searching throught music podcasts on I-tunes, I found the CD Baby DIY Musician Podcast and started listening. I suggest that anyone in the biz, or wanting to be, should listen to this podcast. I'll elaborate later with more thoughts and ideas but for now here are 3 interesting things I learned.



  1. CD Baby is in Portland Oregon!!! OMG... How did I not know this? I'm from Seattle, I go to Portland frequently, I even help throw events in PDX with Latenight Renegades... I'm sad that I did not know sooner... I'll have to try and meet up with them next time I'm in town.
  2. One in Three people in the world owns a cellphone.
  3. Ringtones are not makng money anymore, time to develop an unique I-phone/google App... crazy!

Bio's and info

Since I continually have trouble finding my Bio, and the "about me" section in my profile had a limit (SO lame... limiting a blogger) I figured I would post the "official" Bio's here.

Let's start with Confined Media a quick story...
Confined Media is my life... my business, and is the name of our Independent record lable. Ryan and I started the idea out of our shared intrests (music, photography, writing, design, etc), and differing skills and talentents that we found to be very complimentary. The goal was to get paid for doing things we like. The name is almost as much of a talking point as our logo (See Logo Blog) with some questioning what it means and where it came from. Confined Media us being funny (*we get funnier), all of the skills and talents we wanted use for the business were types of media and we wanted to use all media to express ourselves, so Confined Media. I said it once and TADA... we had a name. Althougth we have some exciting genre branding coming up soon for the record label so keep a look out!


Official Confined Media Bio
Website: http://www.confinedmedia.com/
Confined Media is a Seattle-based label, working to stretch the edges of the club music concept. With no genre boundaries, the people working to produce music under the label are looking to make tunes that are danceable, smart, accessible, or experimental; music that catches the ear. Releasing the first EP in 2007, productions have ranged from DJ-friendly, groovy tunes, to trials in sound that bend the possibilities of live performance. Trying to keep up with the latest technology, label members are trying to push forward into unexplored realms of music using the latest innovations in sound production. Overall, Confined Media, as a record label, is trying to take itself and its artists as seriously as possible without losing their initial intent - to entertain people and have fun doing it.

Facts
Date of First Release: Decemeber 17 2007 (Overhead Lighting)
Total Releases to date: 24 (minus 3 several unfinished releases that were given numbers
Total Tracks released to date: 65



Memebers:
Ryan Hicks, Courtney Rickett (co-owners), Caleb Cox, Josh Carpenter, Nicholas Potter, Jeff Ackley (Latenight Renegades PDX), Gabe Spiel, Jason LeMaitre, Kahyeed Murray
Artists:
Andrew Cox, Ryan Xristopher, Hazel LaLanne, AKU, Dj Obey, Jason LeMaitre, Phluid, Oob, Cari Golden, Kavina Trujillo, Dj Confidence, Split Attention

label@confinedmedia.com

Distribuited by: Symphonic Distribution



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http://www.junodownload.com/labels/Confined+Media/

Monday, April 13, 2009

SPLIT ATTENTION

Split ATTENTION is the latest artist that has signed with Confined Media...
With 4 Releases in the past 4 weeks Split Attention is an artist to WATCH!!







Friday, March 13, 2009

Mini-Studio

I agonized over the decision of what equipment to get for my Mobil, mini studio. My Mom for my birthday said she would help me purchase the needed equipment, so off into the web of information I go.... and after many hours, 1 spreadsheet, and a trip to Guitar Center I had decided. Here is the equipment list..


  • 15" MacBook Pro

  • Logic Studio (Logic 8)

  • Apogee Duet

  • Euphonics Mix

  • M-Audio Axiom 25 (25-Key USB MIDI Controller)

Other items...



  • Monitors .... TBD

  • Studio Headphones.... TBD

  • Microphone .... TBD

I'll let you know how these work out and what I get for the other items...


Thursday, February 26, 2009

Residend Advisor's Label of the month: Lomidhigh


Daniel Lyons is a self-professed slacker, yet he runs three quirky imprints that span house, techno and beyond in their limitless scope. RA's Todd L. Burns calls up Copenhagen to get to the bottom of things.

The story of Copenhagen's Lomidhigh is not one of a man working hard. Nor is it the story of a man with a particularly good business plan. And if you thought it might be the story of particularly large ambitions…well…you'd be left wanting there too.

"When I first started Lomidhigh, I took out a loan. I thought, 'what the heck, this is what I want to do.'"

"So, you told the loan officer..."

"I want to lose some money!"


Those are (mostly) the words of Daniel Lyons, the brains behind Lomidhigh. It was his interest in electronic music—and disinterest in becoming a DJ—that led to the creation of Lomidhigh Lmtd. in late 2006. Lyons had been running a night in the city with the same name since 2005, but found out quickly that he wasn't all that great at promotion—and didn't want to spin records himself either.

"I had to think of something else and, at the time, I was in this art group with some of my friends and we used to listen to a lot of house and techno together, so I made it up, a friend made the stencils for LoMidHigh Lmtd. and I sprayed them and that's how it all began."

Lo mid high stencils
        
The stencils and spray that Lyons refers to are seen on the artwork to a number of the initial releases for LoMidHigh Lmtd., as non-musical art forms have played a large part in making the label what it is today. Before he devoted himself to house and techno, Lyons was heavily into the local graffiti scene and exhibited photography as well. He was like any kid who didn't go to high school—one trying to figure out what he wanted to do with his life.

"I want to lose some money!"

Belying his slacker image, however, Lyons has always been intensely focused on making whatever he does the best that it can be. "When I'm into something, I really dig into it….so to make a label in a scene which is so big, I had to think of another way to get people to notice it."

That other way was to limit each release to only 200 copies, and to put each one out on 10-inches—instead of the normal 12. With the aforementioned unique stencil-and-spray-paint covers ready to go and the existing connections from running the LoMidHigh night for a number of years, it didn't make much to convince producers like Jay Haze and Agnès to sign on to the project.

LMH
LoMidHigh Essentials

Jay Haze - Mofo
The first release on LoMidHigh Lmtd. is worthy of the honor. Jay Haze's bleepy main theme matches wits with knife-sharpening percussion before dropping a ponderous and propulsive chord sequence for the breakdown.
Martinez - Organic Theme
As smooth as butter, this easygoing tune is built expressly for those who like to float over the dance floor, rather than touching the ground. Its Rhodes organ ain't doing much, but they never have to.
Ray Okpara - Perc Us Too
Ray Okpara's massive 2008 continued apace with his EP for the Lmtd. imprint, which featured this mind-altering tune with a whirlpool in its back pocket. If only more modern deep house sounded this good.
Monotax – Poxilana
This is pop music in name, but it's unlike much you've heard. Monotax has more in common with Dntel or The Notwist than anything—baking electronic music, IDM and indie into a neat confection.
Boola - Wopetra
Forget wonky's love affair with video game sounds and come enjoy the weedy MIDI horns of Boola. This Romanian sometimes falls in love with his drum loops, but he has every right to do so.

That duo offered up the first two slabs for the imprint—duty-bound minimal techno releases that skirted genre lines, but rarely crossed them. That has changed, however, over time for LoMidHigh Lmtd., as new producers from Argentina (Gurtz) and Romania (Boola) have come into the fold and broadened its sound. Now, dubby textures rub up against metallic clanging and often on the same record.

That openness to new sounds and, more importantly, producers from different countries has become an essential part of the label's success. As Martinez, one of Lyons' good friends and a producer for the label, puts it:

I really think that Daniel has created a very Copenhagen-independent label... if you can say it like that. The label's strong point is the wide global network that Daniel has built up. I think it would definitely have been the same no matter where it would be placed in the world. It's a…label...built on Daniel's personal taste, research, connection and more within music.

Function usually wins out over form. And, over the past few years, Lyons has made some concessions: Nowadays, LoMidHigh Lmtd.'s releases are put out on 12-inches. "So that the producers can go longer, if they want to." The stencils are long gone. "It took a lot of time. And if it was a windy day, the covers would all stick together—and the picture would look messed up." And now they're released in editions of 300.

That last one seems strange until you realize that LoMidHigh Lmtd., in its original incarnation, was operating at a loss. Each release of 200 copies—the norm until Boola's No Spam Here in early 2008—had no chance of making any money, even if they sold out completely.

It's either dedication or stupidity. And it's probably a little bit of both, but as I talked to Lyons about the label, it becomes clear that it's something a bit more complex than that. Like Adultnapper's Ransom Note label or Womb Club's Contakt-inspired M_nus manga, the music is only half of a very important story—and that's OK. It's as much about the idea behind the music as the music itself—although neither, it should be stressed, take a backseat to the other. There's one online interview with Lyons that puts it this way, "LoMidHigh is the practical result of Daniel's imagination."

Imaginations are boundless things, so it seems only natural, then, that LoMidHigh Lmtd. has spawned two sublabels. The first, and more straightforward imprint, is LoMidHigh Organic which is an outlet for housier productions. Martinez and Lyons worked hard together to craft the label's third 12-inch, a double pack that stretches its four songs over four sides of vinyl. "I'm not sure if all vinyl buyers were super happy with [that]," says Martinez. But it seemed that DJs were more than happy to play the quartet of tracks out, as each uncovered a slightly different side of the producer that hadn't been revealed before—most notably the laidback Rhodes-laden "Organic Theme," which serves as an anthem of sorts for the imprint.

lomidhigh pink stencil on grass
When asked about his conception of the label's sound, Argentinean producer Alejandro Mosso calls it a reaction to the "flat and too dark, techno, minimal" feel of modern electronic music. "We saw with some time in advance that this dark sound was coming to an end, and...we wanted to come up with...fresh music just on time." That said, it hasn't all been charming house tunes so far. Both of Boola's EPs for the label have been raw and loopy affairs that move forward in fits and starts—works that sounds as if the creator labored over them for hours on end, and a far cry from the easy gait of Martinez and Seuil's efforts.

The second sublabel, Lomidhigh Unlmtd, not only refers to its open-ended runs in terms of vinyl, but also in its outlook. The imprint was set up by Lyons as an outlet for more pop-oriented projects. With only one release under its belt, it's hard to say exactly what form it will take in the future, but its initial bow is instructive: Monotax, an indie rock/folk/IDM hybrid has two songs on the release, with Jay Haze and Ernesto Ferreyra turning up for remixing duties. (Elephant Pixel (of Monotax) will head up the next effort with Bruno Pronsato due to be the remixer of choice.)

Ever the optimist, Lyons even has plans for further imprints. Laughing, he tells me that the idea for one of them is to have a first EP which contains an original track on the A-side, backed by a remix of that original. Then, the second EP's A-side would be a remix of the first release's B-side, backed once again by a remix of the A-side. And so on into infinity in a musical version of the exquisite corpse concept.

It's at this point in our conversation that my conception of Lyons crystallizes. He's a dreamer—someone who appreciates art for art's sake. A guy who can't help but start another label when he realizes that he's not quite putting out all of the sounds that he wants to hear into the world. (Even if he hasn't made a dime on the first one.) That Lyons isn't the DJ or the producer behind them is a twist on the usual narrative, but he's still every bit the artist that Martinez or Boola is. He just goes by a different name: curator.


Martinez - Exclusive LoMidHigh mix

Martinez was good enough to offer up a two-hour exclusive mix of tracks from the trio of labels that make up the LoMidHigh family.



* Related links /

* Label: Lomidhigh Lmtd.
* Label: Lomidhigh Organic
* Label: Lomidhigh Unlmtd
* Feature series: Label of the month

Words / Todd L. Burns
Published / Thu, 26 Feb 2009

Sound Cloud SET of our latest Release

NEW RELEASE!!!!!







Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Family

I would just like to give everyone an update on me and my family stuff.... you may or may not know that I've been in Seattle for the past week and two days, Because my Oma (Grandmother) was not feeling well, and while taking care of her, my mom fell and broke her hip on Valentines day. So I flew home to help the family, as there are only a few of us. My mom had surgery on sun Feb 15 to put her hip back together with 3 screws. Due to the type of injury and surgery my Mom required additional hospital time for rehab and Physical Therapy. My Uncle, Bob (mom's b-friend), and I spent time in between taking care of my Oma, who was having good and bad days, and visiting my mom, and running errands and cleaning the house to prepare for in home care and my mom to have to sleep upstairs, main floor.

Ubah (Visiting Angels) joined us on Wednesday to help with Oma, and almost instantly became part of the family. A very wonderful caring girl originally from East Africa found her way quickly into Oma heart and vice virsa. Oma had been very apprehensive to have someone other than family come in our home to help take care of her, and we were all glad that Uhba fit so well. Oma had a rough time when she found out that my Mom was not coming home right away and need to stay in the hospital for additional therapy. She also had a rough time the day before my Uncle had to go back to Philadelphia, but that Sat was a good day. Watching CNN, and spotting hummingbirds that came to the feeder hanging by the window. She ate all her food and was in good spirits all day, we discussed things going on in my life and stories from the past, and how much better she felt.

Sunday (Ubah's 25th birthday which i did not find out until later that day) however Oma woke up and did not feel well she refused food, and drink although we eventually talked here into eating some fruit and muffin. Ubah and i now alone, took her blood pressure and were confused at the results. Her blood pressure was low, i make some phone calls, and we check again. MHB (good friend of the family) had planned on coming over and was there during the day to help with who to call and what to do and not do. She also read some letters from a fiction novel to Oma that she enjoyed. MHB has such a captivating voice that Ubah and I sat and listened through our monitors as she read.

As the day went on and her blood pressure did not improve, and I talked to doctors and looked up info on the internet, I became increasingly aware of the possibility that today might be the day. We tried to make her as comfortable as possible, as she did not want to be taken to the hospital. Although for a little while during the day she thought she was at the hospital and asked when she could go home. When I tried to prove that she was home by showing her that Coco, her cat was right next to her, she persisted that "Coco is always allowed in the hospital." Around 9:00pm as we tried, per request, to help her sit up, half her face went slack, and she spoke with garbled words. I believe she had another stroke. I left the room to call my Mom, who called the doctor, and MHB as she is an Angel who came to help and did just that. Without question she came right over and hopped into bed with Oma, and spent the night whispering words of love and comfort in her ear. I am grateful to MHB there are not enough words to sing her phrases.

Marilyn was with her when she passed, at home in her own bed at 5:30 Monday Feb 23 2009. MHB woke me up, and I called my Mom, Ubah came upstairs, and cried as I told her the news. She told me that Oma had impacted her life, and she will miss her. I was glad that Ubah was there, this was her first job with Visiting Angles and she was an amazing assistance.

Lorraine LaLanne Rickett was 91 when she died, and she lived a full life, and had many interesting experiences, including being a RN in a French Hospital in San Francisco, Living in Hawaii During WWII, transporting baby Gorillas from England to the Woodland Park Zoo. Raising two children, and then helping to raise her 1st grandchild. Although my childhood was one of many challenges, where she and I often fought, Oma was my second parent, and is a major part of who I am today, and I thank her for everything, she gave me more than I even know.

My mom comes home from the rehab center today... I think. And I've been at home spending time with two very confused cats. Coco is sill looking for Oma, and I don't know how to tell a cat that she is in a better place.
Mom and Oma

Friday, February 20, 2009

WMC... Listed Style


What is the best boat party at WMC??? that is easy... R U Listed...?? well you should be... The freaky teaky boat party literally changed my life last year, and i met some of the best party people!!! Hope to see you all again this year!! Check them out!!! http://www.listedproductions.com/

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Roaches on My Butter

I have completed my 1st Solo track called Roaches on My Butter under my producer moniker Hazel LaLanne and will be released on Confined Media's 20th release of the same title on Feb 19, 2009. Visit ConfinedMedia.com for more info.
Released by: Confined Media (CNM020) Feb 19, 2009

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